Slacking

So. It's been a while. I've just been doing other things and haven't really thought about posting for a while, which I apologize for. Here is an update with what has been happening with my life.


Not much. For May, I was living with my brothers. Pretty much all I did on the days I wasn't busy, was watch tv and read. On Mondays and Wednesdays I had Aerial dance classes. They were a lot of fun :] I am going to be taking them all summer thankfully :] 


In a couple of weeks, I get the amazing opportunity to work with RDT. For those of you who don't speak dance, that is Repertory Dance Theatre. I am SO excited. I am taking a 2 week summer intensive and at the end of those 2 weeks I get to PERFORM with them!! Oh it is going to be LEGEN- wait for it- DARY!Hahaha :] 


I think it's been a couple of weeks since I have heard from my mish. Which sucks, but doesn't really surprise me. He's busy, and his family said that they think he should only write me once a month. To which he said that he wanted ME to choose. So I told him to suck it up, be a man, and make a decision. And that whatever he chose both me AND HIS FAMILY would have to deal with it. So we will see what happens. I don't like that this has turned into a "me against his family" thing. But for some reason, I think they want it that way. I just get this feeling that they don't really like me, or that I'm just some random girl who can be looked over. WRONG. But, what happens happens. 


My family is really tight on money right now and I am worried. I can't find a job because of all the dance classes I am taking. But I KNOW that these classes will make me a better dancer which can help with my future. We are all PRAYING that we can make it through the summer. Oh and our stupid vehicles aren't helping anything. The van can only be driven around town, the truck gets HORRIBLE gas mileage, the neon doesn't work at all, and the honda just broke down the other day so its in the shop. Wow do we have BAD luck in that department...


Well I think that pretty much covers what has been happening. Till next time! 

The Happy Ending

So around Thursday of last week I get a text from my mom. She had a PET scan a few days before and we finally got the results. After over a year of pain, heartache, struggle, tears, complications, doctors visits, hospitals, chemo, and radiation, we. are. done. The scan came back CLEAR!! We only have one more test to make sure this spot on her liver is not cancerous, which they are certain it is not. Of course she will never fully be done. There are still annual visits and things and of course her  heart problems, scar tissue on her lungs, and the swelling in her arm she will most likely always have. But it is such great news to hear that you are cancer free. Of course, I cannot say this as great as my dad so here is a link to his blog. 


http://choralresponses.blogspot.com/2012/03/free-at-last.html

No one ever knows how hard this is until they go through it. For those of you who beat it, I congratulate you. For those of you who are in the battle, I hope you have strength. For those that have died, you live on forever in our hearts.