Slacking

So. It's been a while. I've just been doing other things and haven't really thought about posting for a while, which I apologize for. Here is an update with what has been happening with my life.


Not much. For May, I was living with my brothers. Pretty much all I did on the days I wasn't busy, was watch tv and read. On Mondays and Wednesdays I had Aerial dance classes. They were a lot of fun :] I am going to be taking them all summer thankfully :] 


In a couple of weeks, I get the amazing opportunity to work with RDT. For those of you who don't speak dance, that is Repertory Dance Theatre. I am SO excited. I am taking a 2 week summer intensive and at the end of those 2 weeks I get to PERFORM with them!! Oh it is going to be LEGEN- wait for it- DARY!Hahaha :] 


I think it's been a couple of weeks since I have heard from my mish. Which sucks, but doesn't really surprise me. He's busy, and his family said that they think he should only write me once a month. To which he said that he wanted ME to choose. So I told him to suck it up, be a man, and make a decision. And that whatever he chose both me AND HIS FAMILY would have to deal with it. So we will see what happens. I don't like that this has turned into a "me against his family" thing. But for some reason, I think they want it that way. I just get this feeling that they don't really like me, or that I'm just some random girl who can be looked over. WRONG. But, what happens happens. 


My family is really tight on money right now and I am worried. I can't find a job because of all the dance classes I am taking. But I KNOW that these classes will make me a better dancer which can help with my future. We are all PRAYING that we can make it through the summer. Oh and our stupid vehicles aren't helping anything. The van can only be driven around town, the truck gets HORRIBLE gas mileage, the neon doesn't work at all, and the honda just broke down the other day so its in the shop. Wow do we have BAD luck in that department...


Well I think that pretty much covers what has been happening. Till next time! 

It's a happy sad thing

I GOT MY LAPTOP BACK!!! And there is NOTHING missing :] I didn't lose anything and that makes me the happiest girl! :] Not only that, I got a letter from my Elder on Tuesday and it had 2 inside. One for right then and another to open on my birthday! :] Can't wait!


Now for the "sad" part of the title... I had TWO different roommates on TWO different days say waiter-hater comments. The first one: We were arguing over dating while you have a missionary. She said that if I were to go on a date with a guy while I have a missionary out that I would be wasting his time and money. SERIOUSLY?! Ok, ya I love my mish. I WANT to marry him. Does that mean that I KNOW and ABSOLUTELY going to? NO! No one on EARTH knows that! I want to go on dates and get to know other guys to see if my mish is the one for me. I can't do that if I don't go on dates. 


The second one: She compared waiting for a missionary to HAVING SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE! There is NO WAY that those two things are RELATED!! In ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM! She said that all she knows is that we have been told not to do either one so she sees no difference between them. But, she is WRONG! We may have been CAUTIONED to not date seriously before a mission but General Authorities have just said if you are going to wait, do it the right way. For proof, here is a link:


http://www.lds.org/new-era/1974/04/qa-questions-and-answers/qa-questions-and-answers?lang=eng&query=waiting+missionary

6 Months!

6 MONTHS! 1/4! 25%! However you say it, it is 6 months down TODAY! That's right. My love only has 18 months left. I am so proud of him! He is becoming an AMAZING young man and he LOVES the work he is doing. 

I also have to say I am proud of myself. There are probably people who didn't think I would make it this far. Well guess what? I DID! And amazingly it wasn't that hard. Ya, there were hard days, but those 6 months FLEW by! But, I have had help. Besides having the BEST roommates like EVER, I have also become friends with some AMAZING MG's. Seriously. I wouldn't give up this experience for anything because I have met some girls that I just know I will be friends with for a long time and I wouldn't have met them any other way. 


Also, I would like to thank all you waiter haters. If it weren't for you, us MG's wouldn't stick together as much as we do because we wouldn't have as many problems. So, take that. You want to discourage us, but all you are doing is bringing us together :p

I will upload my "6 month" picture when I actually take it :] Maybe tomorrow ha. 

So do you know what I have to say about the next 18 months? 

BRING. IT. ON!

That's pinteresting...

Hello my fellow bloggers. Have you ever heard of "Pinterest"? No? SHAME ON YOU!! Pinterest is simply, amazing. It is basically a virtual pin board with pretty much ANYTHING you could EVER need to know. It has everything from Weddings (MG Heaven) to household secrets to food recipes :] All I can say is that I am ADDICTED.

Two Years is Small!

Before he left, he probably said this to me a thousand times. And you know what, two years apart isn't really that long. Especially when compare to eternity together. 

The New Year

Happy New Year everyone!!! :] I hope you all had a great New Year's Eve. Mine wasn't to bad. Just went up to my aunt and uncles and spent the night. We had lots of food and watch the newest pirates movie. That's pretty much it. We tuned in just in time to see Gaga push the ball and see the countdown. The happiest thing for me is that I can OFFICIALLY say that he comes home NEXT YEAR!!! Ahhh!!! :] It may not be until the middle of next year but hey, it still counts in my book! I am 5 months down and still going strong!! :] I love him


Today I went to a farewell. My good friend is going to Cali!! :] He's gonna be an awesome missionary :] SO EXCITED for him! Ha No mg waiting for him though. To bad, he's a great guy and it would have been nice to have another MG friend ;] 

I'm Proud to Say...

Well it has happened. I am converted... to Glee-dism. Yup. That's right. I'm a Gleek :] I was weary at first to start watching and it took me a while to catch up but I. am. HOOKED. :] 


I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!! :] I may not be able to be with my love today but soon I will :] 


I found the PERFECT MG Christmas song. Enjoy :]

A letter for another month

So yesterday was his FIVE MONTH MARK!!! Yup!!! :] My baby has been out for five months already :] I can't believe it! One more and we have hit 6. Which is 1/4 of his mission. For some reason, the 6 month mark just seems like it will be a HUGE accomplishment. 


On Monday, my dad comes in and wakes me up and tells me I have a letter!! I was so excited :] I tore it open (no seriously I like massacred the dang thing) And let me tell you. I needed that letter. It was the best letter EVER! Oh my gosh. Every time I get a letter from that boy I am reminded of why I am waiting and why I put up with all the crap from people. He. Loves. Me. A lot. Ha :] ALMOST as much as I love him ;] (But don't tell him I said that) He is the sweetest, kindest, most talented and loving person I have ever met. (Plus a lot of other mushy romantic words that I can't think of right now). In essence, he's perfect. To me anyways. But why does anyone else matter? :]

I've been going nuts...

I've been going nuts editing some pictures! Ha :] Found out my own way to do it so ya... :]

Picture

A fellow MG of mine has been making these photos of girls and their missionaries. She takes a photo of the girl and a photo of the missionary and puts them in one photo! So here is mine :] I like it because my boy is such a dork :] Oh, and that is the temple in the background as well :]

Then I wanted to add my own flavor to it so I put this on there ha.

It's Possible

Growing up, I always knew what missionaries were but didn't really understand them. As I got older, I heard stories of girls waiting for missionaries as they were out and some of them making it, and some of them not. Did I EVER think that I was going to be one of those girls waiting two years for some boy? NOPE. Not until I met my mish. Then I was hooked from there. 


There are so many people out there that think girls who wait for missionaries are stupid and immature. They say two years is a long time and we will grow apart. This could be true, but it also could not. For all of you out there that think I am out of my mind, do you want to know what I am waiting for? Have you ever seen those chick flicks where the couple gets together in the end and they are just so HAPPY?! You were rooting for them the whole time even though EVERYTHING and EVERYONE was against them, you knew that in the end they would make it. Well, that is me. I want to see him come home, way more spiritually high than he was (which is hard to beat) and run into those welcoming arms of his and feel safe again. I know this may not happen, but what is so wrong with a dream? Everyone has a dream. Some are more realistic than others, but still a dream none the less. 


If you are one of those people who are what we MG's like to call "waiter haters", maybe think before you say something next time. Do you have someone coming up to you and telling you that you will NEVER be happy and the one you love won't ever love you back? I have seen missionary reunions gone wrong, but I have also seen them be some of the most amazing, beautiful, happy moments. I won't know for about 585 more days if I will have one of these magical moments. But until then, this dream is all I have left to cling to. 


Someday I will get married in the temple to the love of my life, and start a family. It could be with Elder Cuddle Buns, or it could be someone who I haven't met yet. But honestly, what matters is that I am happy. What I know right now, is that when I am with my mish, I am the happiest I have ever been. I love him.

I've been slacking.... Forgive me?

So remember how I said I was going to try and post more often? Ya obviously that hasn't happened... I have been WAY busy lately. Haven't had a break for like the past 2 weeks. I have either been at rehearsal or performances. KILL ME. Ha. But thankfully, schools almost out! Yay! I am 2 finals away from freedom! :] 


Our performances this past week actually went REALLY well. I had an asthma attack right before aerial BOTH nights but thankfully didn't fall or get caught in the fabric. I'M ALIVE!! :] Now only one more performance of Christmas Tapestry tonight and no more performances until next semester. 


It has been like 3 or 4 weeks since my last letter from my mish but I know he is just busy. Which is a good thing :] Lately I have had some friends with boys coming home and it hasn't been working out. And Satan keeps trying to show me things and tell me things that will make me doubt myself in waiting. However, Heavenly Father has a good comeback ;] He keeps showing me reasons why I am waiting. Some ladies in my home ward talked about their missionaries that are out and read some of their emails. I knew both of them and they have grown SO MUCH spiritually. I can't wait to see how much better my mish will be when he gets back :] He was so strong before and I just know God is going to mold him into something even more amazing. Plus, I believe me and Elder Cuddle Buns together is something that Satan is VERY scared about and SHOULD BE! 


Also, one of the ladies read the last part of this poem. It is amazing. Here is a link to a blog I found it on.
http://connie-incaseyouwerewondering.blogspot.com/

Four down... 20 to go!

It's been four months!! This post is kinda late  because his month mark was on Sunday, but better late than never right? Haha I cannot believe how fast time is flying. When people ask me how long he has been gone and I say four month, they are like "Oh, so not that long ago." But in my mind I am like, "Whoa! He has already been gone FOUR MONTHS??!?! It seems like he just left!" Which is a good thing :] My mom just sent off my Christmas package for him like a week ago as well. (My mom did it because I didn't have time) I hope he likes it.... I put in two ties, a leather planner cover, and a bag of miniature reeses. 

I got a letter on Monday, it had been like 3 weeks since my last one. He wrote it on Halloween!! Which means it took like almost a month to get to me. WHY CANADA POSTAL SERVICE WHY?!?! Anyways, in the beginning of the letter he told me that he was sorry that he hadn't kept his promise in a while of writing me every week, so he has a surprise for me and to be prepared. I don't know whether to be excited or scared!! I have no idea what it could be because that is all he said about it! Suspense much?! It was only two pages (the shortest yet) but I loved EVERY WORD. :] 

This past week was crazy. We had this guy named Vincent Brosseau come choreograph for us. Now, this was not your regular dance. We had 7 foot poles that weigh 10 pounds each... and we kinda pole-vault-dance with them. It is called Rippling Souls. Here is the video if you want to see. This is not my group but this is like exactly what we do. The part where they jump up and hold themselves there for like 10-15 seconds, ya I do that part. 

 

Today is Thanksgiving, and I am gonna get to see my Grandma and Grandpa on my dad's side and my Grandma on my mom's side. (My mom's parents are divorced and we never see my Grandpa. It's been like 6 or 7 years) I am so grateful for my family and everything they do. I would not be the person today if it was not for my family and friends. I am thankful that my missionary has come into my life and am proud that he made the decision to serve a mission. I am thankful that I have him as a best friend and that someday, I will marry him. I am grateful that I have the talents that I do and can share them with others. I am thankful that the Lord has blessed me with such awesome roommates this year who are helping me get through the next 2 years and will be my friends for life. Sometimes I complain, but honestly I love my life and wouldn't trade it for anything. 

It's Me Again

I have decided that I am going to try and post more often! It helps me vent a bit and get things off of my mind (usually I would tell my boy but he is not here so I guess a blog will do).


Today has been a crazy but pretty good day. It snowed!! I am not a fan of snow :/ sorry for those of you who are. But it is wet, cold, and if it snows it means that it is to cold to rain! STUPID! 


Well, me and my roommate jess have been EXTREMELY hyper tonight! Holy crap ha. We have been laughing non stop and even drew my mish a picture on paint ;] One of my other roommates was doing one of those "relaxing" music thingys. You know the ones that say "nothing matters. Just relax.... Now you are in a field.." blah blah blah. (ya know, the ones that don't really work) Anyways, me and jess go into the living room and 3 of my roommates just start getting mad because we are being to loud. SERIOUSLY?! Do you know how many times in the morning while I was SLEEPING you guys were SCREAMING YOUR HEADS OFF?! Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. If you want me to be quiet while you are "relaxing", you better freakin be quiet when I am. UGH! It frustrates me. If my boy were here, he would know exactly what to say to me. He always had this way about him that he knew the perfect thing that would make me feel better... The next 21 months better go by FAST. 


On a good note, I got my temple recommend so that I can do baptisms on Thursday. SUPER EXCITED! :]

Weekly Letters and RM Applications

For about two months now I have been sending my missionary weekly letters. Well, now I am starting to get them! Yay! Usually I have to wait like at least a month to get another letter. It has been a week since his last one and I just got one today! I like this idea of getting a letter every Monday :] 


In his letter, there was an "application to date an RM". It is seriously one of the funniest things I have read in my life! 


For a while now I have been signing my letters with his last name :] He finally started addressing me like that in his letters! It just feels right :]

7 weeks of waiting = PICTURES!!

So I FINALLY got a letter from my mish after what felt like an ETERNITY!!! BUT! It came with a lot of love, 8 pages front and back, and 18 PICTURES! AHHH!!!! This is the first time I have gotten pictures from him and I was so excited! (if you can't tell). I will try and put the pictures up as soon as I can but it might be a while ha.


He is doing great and has a new companion. His companion has a girl in waiting as well so they have a lot to talk about! ;] He also told me the song he is writing me is almost finished! I told him he better not forget it cuz I want to hear it when he gets back haha


I am so in love with that boy and only have 21 more months till I can see him again! <3


Now I am going to vent a bit... I hate it when people tell me I could be a distraction to him and that I'm wasting my time waiting (and so many other things MG's get). Ok 1 you do NOT know the relationship me and my mish have because you are not us 2 you are NOT with him and do NOT know exactly what he is thinking and 3 IT'S NONE OF YOUR DANG BUSINESS!! If I am being a distraction to him, it is up to HIM to tell me! Not YOU!! Yes I know there is a POSSIBILITY that I could be distracting  him and that he won't want me to wait. But do I believe that that possibility is REALITY?! NO. I can tell in his letters that he is doing great and that my letters help him. I can also tell that he still loves me and might even be MORE in love with me! So do me a favor, next time you want to tell me to stop writing him as much or to quit because I won't make it anyways, JUST SHUT UP AND KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. 

3 Month Mark

Wow it has been a long time since I have posted. And unfortunately this probably isn't going to be the longest post ever. 


Well, another month has gone by! Only 21 more till I get to see the love of my life again and have my best friend back! It has been over a month since I have heard from him, which is probably why I have not posted in so long. I haven't checked the mail since Wednesday because it is fall break so I am stuck at my parents house. I love my parents don't get me wrong, but I hate the town they live in. And yes that is where I grew up. But believe me, I hated it then too.


I really think the Lord is trying to teach me some patience because I am going crazy! Every week I think "OK. It should be coming. It has been enough time" but nope. Hasn't happened yet. But thankfully that means that when it finally does come that it will be that much sweeter :] 

Eight pages and worth the wait

A LOT has gone on since I have posted last! (hence the not posting in a while) Anyways, I finally got a letter from Elder Cuddle Buns from the field!!! YAY!!! :] It took about 4 weeks to get one but it was SO worth it! It as eight pages front and back plus one that was just the front ha :] That would be 17 pages! Ya, our competition is getting to be LONG! But it's ok because I matched his so we are good :]

He is doing amazing and loves the country! :] He says it is so pretty and the members feed them A TON! :] ha There was SO much information that I couldn't possibly put it all in this post :] They already have baptisms lined up (which probably happened already cuz the postal service SUCKS). He can't believe how fast time is going by. We are already almost 2 months along! (It will be past that by the time he gets my letter) Soon he will be back and can tell me he loves me a million times (like he does in his letters) to my face.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! :] He is my bestfriend and my future husband. <3

The Red Carpet

Last night was SUCH A FUN NIGHT! We just invited some random people over and played Swedish Twister! For those of you who don't know what that is, look it up because it's kinda hard to explain. Anyways, all of us girls in the apartment were like really hyper and our couch cushions are like extremely hard. So, we took them off the couches (which is surprisingly more comfortable) and made a "Red Carpet" in our front entry way. It was awesome!

That's one of my roommates Krys. She is really funny and she was just being SO adorable! We had to take pictures. Ha

So the day I moved in I kinda, sorta, might have tripped over our dog fence in our hallway and took the whole thing out and got a MASSIVE floor burn on my arm. It hurt. So I took a pic for my missionary showing him what I did. 

I wish we would have taken pictures of the like 20 people playing Swedish Twister but fail! We didn't. So if we play again I will remember and put them up. But for now, enjoy some pics of roommates and other stuff. 

Last thing. So today was a bad day. It was one of those days where I just missed my missionary so darn much! I really just wanted him here :/ But I still have like 695 says left so... ya. I called my mom (after I found out that I still don't have a letter from my Elder and it has been two weeks) and talked to her about it. It made me feel a bit better but then when we hung up, I cried for like a half an hour. Then went inside my apartment to my bedroom, laid on my bed and cried some more. Then I slept for two hours and felt a lot better :] I hope I don't have these days very often. They are NOT fun. But! Me and ri ri and C bear came up with 134 reasons why I love my missionary and will wait for him. I am going to do 365 for his year mark. SO EXCITED! 

School starts tomorrow. Excited yet not. We'll see what happens.

It's a "Hairy" deal

So! My missionary has always told me that he preferred long hair. Well, I am more of a short hair kinda girl ;] He has told me he will love me and think I will look cute no matter what I do with my hair. Well, to make us both happy, I kinda made a dealish kinda thing, well I guess it is more of a promise. I told him that if I could cut it before he left, then I wouldn't cut it the WHOLE time he is on his mission. Trims are allowed but no major cuttage. So, that's what I am doing! I am probably going to keep pictures of how long it gets down the side or something but this is just to let you know what they are for! (1 month, 2 months etc.) By the time he gets back, it will be long and marriage ready! ha :]